Poem:: You

You
Lilia J. F. M.

I don’t know you, you don’t know me
I can see you but you can’t see me
Knowing that we’ll never be only furtherly opens my eyes up to reality
Phenomenally I wont let you go or ever let you know
Just goes to show how much further life will let me go
You’ll never know but I will want to know
Want to be forever with thee
With the one I feel I cant be without
I’ll live in doubt, live lonely
In a reality that never goes past what we could be
Or what I feel we should be
It is not destined for us to be
So I’ll just cry and hope that the pain will just fly by
But I know that slowly it will die
Until one day I see you as what I see him
A hatred, A fool, A being uncool
For now I’ll pretend like I really do know you
Or dream about one day being with you
Or with someone like you
You’ll want me too but only when I become good enough for you
But by then I’ll want someone new
Someone better than you
Someone true
Someone who at one point I thought was you