Life And Death
Lilia J. F. M.
You live
Your life
In hopes
To survive
Death
Waiting
Upon the moment
When you may say
The end
Without counting
Your own head
Left behind
With nothing but immortality
Walking
Along side your delusion
Nothing
To consent
You
Or
Pollution
What is now your rising
Devolution
You are a dead memory
Lost
Rotting away
With the new
Never to know
Truth
Your ignorance used
As the drug
To your demise
In an only nothing
Life
Was the eyes to see difference
With no Change
Worth the solid years
To come
Or
Do you regret
Being able
To be
Unable
Congratulations
Continue being
You
With nothing
But the Blues
For Wanting
Life
Out of the blue
You survive
Death
In hopes
To Live
Life
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Poem:: Hate that I Love
Hate That I Love
Lilia J. F. M.
I hate that I love such a monster
I think contradiction when hearing his name
He never admits but bothers others to commit
He’s evil and nice, oh how much I despise
Yet I cant find it in me to run in hide
For either way I will not shrivel and die
He thinks he’s a saint but always, he bring forth the pain
Can’t you see that just like you
I’m not paint
I have feelings
I feel pain
As my above, I’ve always respected
But now you’ve done wrong, so wrong
That this pain stays as all the followed others
I wish it was me that did wrong
For then I would perish and allow the world to move on
Unlike you
Who is persistent on having others
Sing your song
Lilia J. F. M.
I hate that I love such a monster
I think contradiction when hearing his name
He never admits but bothers others to commit
He’s evil and nice, oh how much I despise
Yet I cant find it in me to run in hide
For either way I will not shrivel and die
He thinks he’s a saint but always, he bring forth the pain
Can’t you see that just like you
I’m not paint
I have feelings
I feel pain
As my above, I’ve always respected
But now you’ve done wrong, so wrong
That this pain stays as all the followed others
I wish it was me that did wrong
For then I would perish and allow the world to move on
Unlike you
Who is persistent on having others
Sing your song
Poem:: Excuse
Excuse
Lilia J. F. M.
Give me reason to believe your words
When they have led me to more pain and tears than I can bare
I’ve trusted you to tell me that I can do what I set my mind to
Well,
Tell me the way to get that done when you just got up and moved along
Taking with you my strength
Leaving behind the word
Can’t
Not without you or ever when you killed the dream to be
The will to count on anyone or trust that I can do what’s best
Its no surprise things turned out this way
I always felt like I couldn’t be
Or
You didn’t want me to be
Now I see
This is my reality
How can I call for reason
When I am nothing but
Excuse.
Lilia J. F. M.
Give me reason to believe your words
When they have led me to more pain and tears than I can bare
I’ve trusted you to tell me that I can do what I set my mind to
Well,
Tell me the way to get that done when you just got up and moved along
Taking with you my strength
Leaving behind the word
Can’t
Not without you or ever when you killed the dream to be
The will to count on anyone or trust that I can do what’s best
Its no surprise things turned out this way
I always felt like I couldn’t be
Or
You didn’t want me to be
Now I see
This is my reality
How can I call for reason
When I am nothing but
Excuse.
Poem:: Moving Along
Moving Along
Lilia J. F. M.
Here she comes with her head held up high
Never to see the beliefs of another human being
She stays positive and strong
Proving hating individuals wrong
No hurt in her voice I promise you’ll hear
For she is as quiet as a blank tear
Falling down is no option
Steering forward’s your choice
So take a step in favor of happiness
Forget about sins and prove the world
Wrong by
Moving Along
Lilia J. F. M.
Here she comes with her head held up high
Never to see the beliefs of another human being
She stays positive and strong
Proving hating individuals wrong
No hurt in her voice I promise you’ll hear
For she is as quiet as a blank tear
Falling down is no option
Steering forward’s your choice
So take a step in favor of happiness
Forget about sins and prove the world
Wrong by
Moving Along
Poem:: You
You
Lilia J. F. M.
I don’t know you, you don’t know me
I can see you but you can’t see me
Knowing that we’ll never be only furtherly opens my eyes up to reality
Phenomenally I wont let you go or ever let you know
Just goes to show how much further life will let me go
You’ll never know but I will want to know
Want to be forever with thee
With the one I feel I cant be without
I’ll live in doubt, live lonely
In a reality that never goes past what we could be
Or what I feel we should be
It is not destined for us to be
So I’ll just cry and hope that the pain will just fly by
But I know that slowly it will die
Until one day I see you as what I see him
A hatred, A fool, A being uncool
For now I’ll pretend like I really do know you
Or dream about one day being with you
Or with someone like you
You’ll want me too but only when I become good enough for you
But by then I’ll want someone new
Someone better than you
Someone true
Someone who at one point I thought was you
Lilia J. F. M.
I don’t know you, you don’t know me
I can see you but you can’t see me
Knowing that we’ll never be only furtherly opens my eyes up to reality
Phenomenally I wont let you go or ever let you know
Just goes to show how much further life will let me go
You’ll never know but I will want to know
Want to be forever with thee
With the one I feel I cant be without
I’ll live in doubt, live lonely
In a reality that never goes past what we could be
Or what I feel we should be
It is not destined for us to be
So I’ll just cry and hope that the pain will just fly by
But I know that slowly it will die
Until one day I see you as what I see him
A hatred, A fool, A being uncool
For now I’ll pretend like I really do know you
Or dream about one day being with you
Or with someone like you
You’ll want me too but only when I become good enough for you
But by then I’ll want someone new
Someone better than you
Someone true
Someone who at one point I thought was you
Poem:: Who I Am
Who I Am
Lilia J. F. M.
If I go to hell for being who I am or being able to stand on my own two feet
Then it’s only fair to say that ill leave willingly
Because it’s not about you or whom you think I should be
It’s about unity and you not being able to see
That I am free and you can’t take that away from me
I wont lose sleep nor will I cry
I’ll hold my head up
Letting you know I haven’t given up
Letting you hear me scream the chant that represents who I am
And whom you will never understand
Because you cant take a chance
I’m just letting you know that who I am is not just a show or a thing I control
I am me and that’s all I’ll ever be
That’s all you will ever see
This is my reality
This is me
Who I am
Is just
Me.
Lilia J. F. M.
If I go to hell for being who I am or being able to stand on my own two feet
Then it’s only fair to say that ill leave willingly
Because it’s not about you or whom you think I should be
It’s about unity and you not being able to see
That I am free and you can’t take that away from me
I wont lose sleep nor will I cry
I’ll hold my head up
Letting you know I haven’t given up
Letting you hear me scream the chant that represents who I am
And whom you will never understand
Because you cant take a chance
I’m just letting you know that who I am is not just a show or a thing I control
I am me and that’s all I’ll ever be
That’s all you will ever see
This is my reality
This is me
Who I am
Is just
Me.
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