All There is To Me
Lilia J. F. Marquez
How can someone close in flaws to me, come to contradiction when they think of me?
They call me nice, they dont despise, but its like im not even alive to them.
They say im beautiful real deep inside.
To lose the weight to them would mean to let me fly.
To let me live, to let me be.
Is it all this world will ever see?
What if this is my reality?
Should i go, far away, where my look might be okay?
Is it wrong so misdone that i cant live without you wanting to call me hun?
Cant we be, just as friends, living ever so happily?
Why do I even try, its like I was meant to stay inside.
Pertain in hide, and never once call out in shame of lie.
I am me, no matter how, no matter why.
My world aint perfect.
I will frown but wont look down when you come at me with your face let down.
I will walk far away.
No need to fly, no need to run.
I feel just fine walking in time on my own line.
And to know that in my line i hold no flaw.
And the apparation of your denial shall disperse.
And none other but the smiles will crawl to an emerse.
Let me be and you will see, this is all there is to me...
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Poem:: Double Dart
Double Dart
Lilia J. F. Marquez
As realization came a near
Ghosts and ghouls reappeared
Darkness rose and heavens fell
The torturous night, so surreal
Sounds in distance, screams of fear
Tricks and treats, eery feel
People changing, rearranging
As I sit to see a feel
Commotion scattered, potions splattered
Death a rather for thoughts i gathered
Threatend lives hide by sun
Run, run, says everyone
Hidden deep, I dared approach
Corpses lie and there they toast
For greater differ has one rose
Bloody specks hit thy know
Water flow, in dense it go.
EVAPORATION
The great I know
Contemplation you'd not know
Gases, fogs, cover though
Lie is all you'll ever know
Darkness parts, body parts
Belief departs
Halloween
DOUBLE DART
Lilia J. F. Marquez
As realization came a near
Ghosts and ghouls reappeared
Darkness rose and heavens fell
The torturous night, so surreal
Sounds in distance, screams of fear
Tricks and treats, eery feel
People changing, rearranging
As I sit to see a feel
Commotion scattered, potions splattered
Death a rather for thoughts i gathered
Threatend lives hide by sun
Run, run, says everyone
Hidden deep, I dared approach
Corpses lie and there they toast
For greater differ has one rose
Bloody specks hit thy know
Water flow, in dense it go.
EVAPORATION
The great I know
Contemplation you'd not know
Gases, fogs, cover though
Lie is all you'll ever know
Darkness parts, body parts
Belief departs
Halloween
DOUBLE DART
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Poem:: Life & Death
Life And Death
Lilia J. F. M.
You live
Your life
In hopes
To survive
Death
Waiting
Upon the moment
When you may say
The end
Without counting
Your own head
Left behind
With nothing but immortality
Walking
Along side your delusion
Nothing
To consent
You
Or
Pollution
What is now your rising
Devolution
You are a dead memory
Lost
Rotting away
With the new
Never to know
Truth
Your ignorance used
As the drug
To your demise
In an only nothing
Life
Was the eyes to see difference
With no Change
Worth the solid years
To come
Or
Do you regret
Being able
To be
Unable
Congratulations
Continue being
You
With nothing
But the Blues
For Wanting
Life
Out of the blue
You survive
Death
In hopes
To Live
Life
Lilia J. F. M.
You live
Your life
In hopes
To survive
Death
Waiting
Upon the moment
When you may say
The end
Without counting
Your own head
Left behind
With nothing but immortality
Walking
Along side your delusion
Nothing
To consent
You
Or
Pollution
What is now your rising
Devolution
You are a dead memory
Lost
Rotting away
With the new
Never to know
Truth
Your ignorance used
As the drug
To your demise
In an only nothing
Life
Was the eyes to see difference
With no Change
Worth the solid years
To come
Or
Do you regret
Being able
To be
Unable
Congratulations
Continue being
You
With nothing
But the Blues
For Wanting
Life
Out of the blue
You survive
Death
In hopes
To Live
Life
Poem:: Hate that I Love
Hate That I Love
Lilia J. F. M.
I hate that I love such a monster
I think contradiction when hearing his name
He never admits but bothers others to commit
He’s evil and nice, oh how much I despise
Yet I cant find it in me to run in hide
For either way I will not shrivel and die
He thinks he’s a saint but always, he bring forth the pain
Can’t you see that just like you
I’m not paint
I have feelings
I feel pain
As my above, I’ve always respected
But now you’ve done wrong, so wrong
That this pain stays as all the followed others
I wish it was me that did wrong
For then I would perish and allow the world to move on
Unlike you
Who is persistent on having others
Sing your song
Lilia J. F. M.
I hate that I love such a monster
I think contradiction when hearing his name
He never admits but bothers others to commit
He’s evil and nice, oh how much I despise
Yet I cant find it in me to run in hide
For either way I will not shrivel and die
He thinks he’s a saint but always, he bring forth the pain
Can’t you see that just like you
I’m not paint
I have feelings
I feel pain
As my above, I’ve always respected
But now you’ve done wrong, so wrong
That this pain stays as all the followed others
I wish it was me that did wrong
For then I would perish and allow the world to move on
Unlike you
Who is persistent on having others
Sing your song
Poem:: Excuse
Excuse
Lilia J. F. M.
Give me reason to believe your words
When they have led me to more pain and tears than I can bare
I’ve trusted you to tell me that I can do what I set my mind to
Well,
Tell me the way to get that done when you just got up and moved along
Taking with you my strength
Leaving behind the word
Can’t
Not without you or ever when you killed the dream to be
The will to count on anyone or trust that I can do what’s best
Its no surprise things turned out this way
I always felt like I couldn’t be
Or
You didn’t want me to be
Now I see
This is my reality
How can I call for reason
When I am nothing but
Excuse.
Lilia J. F. M.
Give me reason to believe your words
When they have led me to more pain and tears than I can bare
I’ve trusted you to tell me that I can do what I set my mind to
Well,
Tell me the way to get that done when you just got up and moved along
Taking with you my strength
Leaving behind the word
Can’t
Not without you or ever when you killed the dream to be
The will to count on anyone or trust that I can do what’s best
Its no surprise things turned out this way
I always felt like I couldn’t be
Or
You didn’t want me to be
Now I see
This is my reality
How can I call for reason
When I am nothing but
Excuse.
Poem:: Moving Along
Moving Along
Lilia J. F. M.
Here she comes with her head held up high
Never to see the beliefs of another human being
She stays positive and strong
Proving hating individuals wrong
No hurt in her voice I promise you’ll hear
For she is as quiet as a blank tear
Falling down is no option
Steering forward’s your choice
So take a step in favor of happiness
Forget about sins and prove the world
Wrong by
Moving Along
Lilia J. F. M.
Here she comes with her head held up high
Never to see the beliefs of another human being
She stays positive and strong
Proving hating individuals wrong
No hurt in her voice I promise you’ll hear
For she is as quiet as a blank tear
Falling down is no option
Steering forward’s your choice
So take a step in favor of happiness
Forget about sins and prove the world
Wrong by
Moving Along
Poem:: You
You
Lilia J. F. M.
I don’t know you, you don’t know me
I can see you but you can’t see me
Knowing that we’ll never be only furtherly opens my eyes up to reality
Phenomenally I wont let you go or ever let you know
Just goes to show how much further life will let me go
You’ll never know but I will want to know
Want to be forever with thee
With the one I feel I cant be without
I’ll live in doubt, live lonely
In a reality that never goes past what we could be
Or what I feel we should be
It is not destined for us to be
So I’ll just cry and hope that the pain will just fly by
But I know that slowly it will die
Until one day I see you as what I see him
A hatred, A fool, A being uncool
For now I’ll pretend like I really do know you
Or dream about one day being with you
Or with someone like you
You’ll want me too but only when I become good enough for you
But by then I’ll want someone new
Someone better than you
Someone true
Someone who at one point I thought was you
Lilia J. F. M.
I don’t know you, you don’t know me
I can see you but you can’t see me
Knowing that we’ll never be only furtherly opens my eyes up to reality
Phenomenally I wont let you go or ever let you know
Just goes to show how much further life will let me go
You’ll never know but I will want to know
Want to be forever with thee
With the one I feel I cant be without
I’ll live in doubt, live lonely
In a reality that never goes past what we could be
Or what I feel we should be
It is not destined for us to be
So I’ll just cry and hope that the pain will just fly by
But I know that slowly it will die
Until one day I see you as what I see him
A hatred, A fool, A being uncool
For now I’ll pretend like I really do know you
Or dream about one day being with you
Or with someone like you
You’ll want me too but only when I become good enough for you
But by then I’ll want someone new
Someone better than you
Someone true
Someone who at one point I thought was you
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