Poem:: All there is to Me

All There is To Me
Lilia J. F. Marquez

How can someone close in flaws to me, come to contradiction when they think of me?
They call me nice, they dont despise, but its like im not even alive to them.
They say im beautiful real deep inside.
To lose the weight to them would mean to let me fly.
To let me live, to let me be.
Is it all this world will ever see?

What if this is my reality?
Should i go, far away, where my look might be okay?
Is it wrong so misdone that i cant live without you wanting to call me hun?
Cant we be, just as friends, living ever so happily?

Why do I even try, its like I was meant to stay inside.
Pertain in hide, and never once call out in shame of lie.

I am me, no matter how, no matter why.
My world aint perfect.
I will frown but wont look down when you come at me with your face let down.
I will walk far away.
No need to fly, no need to run.
I feel just fine walking in time on my own line.

And to know that in my line i hold no flaw.
And the apparation of your denial shall disperse.
And none other but the smiles will crawl to an emerse.
Let me be and you will see, this is all there is to me...

Poem:: Double Dart

Double Dart
Lilia J. F. Marquez

As realization came a near
Ghosts and ghouls reappeared
Darkness rose and heavens fell
The torturous night, so surreal
Sounds in distance, screams of fear 
Tricks and treats, eery feel
People changing, rearranging
As I sit to see a feel
Commotion scattered, potions splattered
Death a rather for thoughts i gathered
Threatend lives hide by sun
Run, run, says everyone
Hidden deep, I dared approach
Corpses lie and there they toast
For greater differ has one rose
Bloody specks hit thy know
Water flow, in dense it go.
EVAPORATION
The great I know
Contemplation you'd not know
Gases, fogs, cover though
Lie is all you'll ever know
Darkness parts, body parts
Belief departs
Halloween
DOUBLE DART